Having no jobs is difficult to most people, including me. Lately, I just whined over myself about how incompetent I am. Earning master's degree from the States and having lived in New York sounds very promising at least for some people. I have been attending job interviews at excellent multinational companies. I rejected an offer from a company and another company rejected me. Sometimes, I have doubt that I have made the right decision. Am I aiming way over the moon?
However, last night, there was a moment when I realized how lucky I am. Why lucky? I have wonderful parents and a sister who help me through this life providing a 'shelter' protecting me. Also, a person who always supports me and listens to my problem has been around. Geez, I always complain but actually God already bless me with all people I need.
So from now on, I will try my best always to thank God for what God has given to me...
A place where I can speak their mind so that the world (at least mine) would be more colorful
Friday, August 24, 2007
Questionable
Within the last two months, I have been through lots of questions in my life. Not all of them have not been answered. I sought the answers by myself mostly. What comes into my mind are these questions "Should I look for all the answers? Will I be happy if every question is answered? What will I do if have got all the answers?"
Recently, I have found out that the more I search the answers the more I create another question. It makes me wanting more and I end up unsatisfied. Maybe I start realizing that not everything in this life has to be crystal clear. Some of them are meant to be vague. Then, my life could be more exciting than before.
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Saturday, December 02, 2006
Living in NY
Hmm it's good to be back to the blog world where everybody can speak their mind. Two months ago I moved to NYC from good ol' Maryville. I have never thought that I will miss Maryville this much. Having moved back to a big city (I grew up in a big city then went to school in a small town) makes me wondered if I want to live in it for good.
People here, the New Yorkers, always say that their city is the best place to live which I find it is not hard to believe. NYC offers a lot of entertainment or you can say "you will find everything in NYC" (except "ojek" LOL, sorry this joke is for Indonesians only). For foreigners, NYC is also the best place to visit. It is very multicultural melting pot. There are several places which are specifically cultured such as Little Italy, Chinatown, Flushing (dominantly inhabited by Chinese and Koreans), Jamaica, etc. As you visit these areas, you can feel the difference of atmosphere amongst them.
Nonetheless what I miss from a small college town is its hospitality. It is one thing that NYC does not offer to anybody. Then, what tickles, if not bothers, me a lot is that some people can be very judgmental here in NY. I think I have been culturally-stereotyped at least once a week since I resided here. For example, one of my supervisors yelled at me for about 2 minutes in Spanish. I kept silent because I did not know anything about Spanish except Que Pasa and Hola :) Then, he realized the fact I did not speak Spanish. The funny thing was his reaction when I told him that I was originally from Indonesia. He said "Oh you are from Asia. So do you speak Chinese?" If he was not my boss, I would have laughed out loud in front of him. In my mind I told him "Just because I am from Asia, it does not mean I automatically speak Chinese. Duh!" Well at that time, I succesfully restrained myself from saying that.
One day, one of my colleagues thought that I was from India. He was telling a joke in Hindi to me and he did laugh by himself. He was kind of disappointed that I did not laugh with him and murmured. Once I explained to him about my origin, then he understood.
Anyways, that's two of my stories of me being stereotyped. It is fine by me but still annoying. Hope the New Yorkers (especially the immigrants) realize that we are one race, HUMAN.
People here, the New Yorkers, always say that their city is the best place to live which I find it is not hard to believe. NYC offers a lot of entertainment or you can say "you will find everything in NYC" (except "ojek" LOL, sorry this joke is for Indonesians only). For foreigners, NYC is also the best place to visit. It is very multicultural melting pot. There are several places which are specifically cultured such as Little Italy, Chinatown, Flushing (dominantly inhabited by Chinese and Koreans), Jamaica, etc. As you visit these areas, you can feel the difference of atmosphere amongst them.
Nonetheless what I miss from a small college town is its hospitality. It is one thing that NYC does not offer to anybody. Then, what tickles, if not bothers, me a lot is that some people can be very judgmental here in NY. I think I have been culturally-stereotyped at least once a week since I resided here. For example, one of my supervisors yelled at me for about 2 minutes in Spanish. I kept silent because I did not know anything about Spanish except Que Pasa and Hola :) Then, he realized the fact I did not speak Spanish. The funny thing was his reaction when I told him that I was originally from Indonesia. He said "Oh you are from Asia. So do you speak Chinese?" If he was not my boss, I would have laughed out loud in front of him. In my mind I told him "Just because I am from Asia, it does not mean I automatically speak Chinese. Duh!" Well at that time, I succesfully restrained myself from saying that.
One day, one of my colleagues thought that I was from India. He was telling a joke in Hindi to me and he did laugh by himself. He was kind of disappointed that I did not laugh with him and murmured. Once I explained to him about my origin, then he understood.
Anyways, that's two of my stories of me being stereotyped. It is fine by me but still annoying. Hope the New Yorkers (especially the immigrants) realize that we are one race, HUMAN.
Thursday, September 01, 2005
Don't be arrogant! There is material that is harder than diamond.
Probably, until now, there are some of us who think that diamond is the hardest material on the earth. Guess what? It is not. Recently, some German scientists have found a new material called Aggregated Carbon Nanorods (ACNR). In their experiment, ACNR could scratch diamond. If it can scratch, it is believed that it can cut the diamond. Of course, they have to do follow-up experiments about it. After reading this article in www.kompas.com, i suddenly thought of arrogant people. They are who think they are better than others and underestimate others because of that. By metaphore, they think they're like diamond and they're superior. The article actually can make us realize that being arrogant is useless. Why? Because there are always people who are better than you. There is sky above the sky. All you have to do is do your best not be the best. And if you do better than others, do not underestimate them. Coz someday they might do better than you.
Ultimately, we know that God is the Almighty. He should be the One who can be arrogant because of His power. But is God arrogant? A big NO. So, why should human be arrogant?
Wednesday, August 10, 2005
Gratitude for those who responded my question :)
Hello guys. Thank you for responding my questions. I just wanna say Hello to each of you. Hope the world gets connected easily by this way. I received comments from people all around the world, i.e. Canada, USA, Indonesia, so on and so forth.
The basic idea of this question is that we can learn history from other people without reading boring thick books. Maybe there are some people thinking that it's just my way to get readership. That isn't necessarily wrong but there is a lot more behind it. What can i say? People have different opinion.
Thanks for Mark Thomas who had this idea. Take care, y'all :)
The basic idea of this question is that we can learn history from other people without reading boring thick books. Maybe there are some people thinking that it's just my way to get readership. That isn't necessarily wrong but there is a lot more behind it. What can i say? People have different opinion.
Thanks for Mark Thomas who had this idea. Take care, y'all :)
Tuesday, August 09, 2005
If you could meet any person in history...
Simple question:
If you could meet any person in history, who would it be and why?
Cheers..
If you could meet any person in history, who would it be and why?
Cheers..
Sunday, August 07, 2005
Another hero comes along
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Saturday a.k.a Sabtu a.k.a Sabado
Oh it's so nice to be on Saturday again. Saturday means chillin' time ;) It also means not doing anything related to study. The sad thing is that i don't have anything exciting to do besides weekly shopping (food shopping :)So being couch potato is not a bad thing :) I know it sounds lazy but after rough weekdays, I think I deserve some leisure time.
By the way, some time in this week, I read news in the Internet that South Korean researchers successfully cloned a dog. After tadpole, sheep, goat, cow, mice, pig, cat, rabbit, gaur, and now a dog, do you think the researchers will clone human successfully? Next question is whether human cloning is ethical. Some people argue that cloning can be used in efforts of finding cure for rare disease. From the other standpoint, it is unethical because it threatens human individuality, deliberately saddling the clone with the genetic makeup of a person who has already lived (www.nrlc.org/news/2002/NRL03/ex.html). What's your opinion about it?
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Friday, August 05, 2005
If you were.....
Half way through

These past four days would probably be the busiest days in Summer. I am taking class on the 4th block of Summer session. It only lasts for 2 weeks. Apparently it's not a 2-weeks-class, instead of 8-days-class. Can you imagine how to finish a class within 8 days? It's not easy for the students as well as the teacher. We have case studies everyday. In the end of the class, there will be group cases and individual cases to be presented infront of class.
Despite the density, this class doesn't have any exams. Yippi !!! Still, I want to finish it as good as I could do. Hang on there, Andhyka. It's 4 days left and you'll be done this summer. Colorado, here I come :)
Unpopular hero
Have you ever heard this name, Agung Etti Hendrawati? Maybe few of us heard of her but I am sure not too many people know her. She is one of the marvelous athletes that Indonesia ever have. Etti recently just set a new WORLD record of Speed Rock Climbing in Italy in 2005. What made it more astonishing is that the old world record was also HERS.I know that rock climbing is not a popular sport in Indonesia. Soccer and badminton are the most dominant sport played. Many people are so into those sports. Unfortunately, our national soccer and badminton atlhetes are not in their best form these recent years. That condition creates an image of the fall of Indonesian sports. Eventually it leads to the declining of confidence of the athletes in particular, the nation in general.
Nonetheless, there are still some athletes that makes remarkable achievements. Thus, in lieu of complaining about our soccer national team's weakness, why don't we support or at least pay attention to other athletes, for instance Etti, Chrisjon, so on and so forth?
Personally, I still believe that our national atheletes will again make great achievements. I could be wrong. But if there is no one supports them, how can we expect them to win and make us proud? It won't happen if we always complain about them without any solution. Viva Indonesian athletes...!
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Thursday, August 04, 2005
One of the historical coins
This coin was very popular in 1995 (if I'm not mistaken). Actually it's just an ordinary coin but rumours about this coin was so incredible. At that time, it was believed that 100 Rupiah coin made in 1991 contained valuable metal. Some people changed it into a ring. Believe it or not, they sold the ring with way up high price (much more than Rp.100). Unbelievable.....Some of you probably would say I just made the story. Nope, this is true.
Wednesday, August 03, 2005
This is even cooler....:)
Saturday, July 30, 2005
Have you ever seen these?
Religious Calculator
When I was surfing from blog to blog for getting references, I found this very interesting online quiz. It's called the Religious Calculator. It is trying to find out how your principles fit the religions' tenets. To use it is very easy. Just try to answer 20 questions provided. Here are my results:
1. Islam (100%)
2. Orthodox Judaism (100%)
3. Sikhism (79%)
4. Bahá'í Faith (79%)
5. Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints (Mormons) (75%)
6. Reform Judaism (74%)
7. Mainline - Conservative Christian Protestant (70%)
8. Jehovah's Witness (70%)
9. Orthodox Quaker (70%)
10.Jainism (62%)
11.Seventh Day Adventist (60%)
12.Eastern Orthodox (58%)
13.Roman Catholic (58%)
14.Liberal Quakers (56%)
15.Hinduism (46%)
16.Unitarian Universalism (46%)
17.Mainline - Liberal Christian Protestants (44%)
18.Mahayana Buddhism (42%)
19.Scientology (35%)
20.Theravada Buddhism (34%)
21.Christian Science (Church of Christ, Scientist) (32%)
22.Neo-Pagan (32%)
23.New Thought (30%)
24.New Age (29%)
25.Secular Humanism (20%)
26.Non-theist (20%)
27.Taoism (16%)
Based on the results above, I have no complaint about the calculator. What about you? Try and find out the truth about you :)
1. Islam (100%)
2. Orthodox Judaism (100%)
3. Sikhism (79%)
4. Bahá'í Faith (79%)
5. Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints (Mormons) (75%)
6. Reform Judaism (74%)
7. Mainline - Conservative Christian Protestant (70%)
8. Jehovah's Witness (70%)
9. Orthodox Quaker (70%)
10.Jainism (62%)
11.Seventh Day Adventist (60%)
12.Eastern Orthodox (58%)
13.Roman Catholic (58%)
14.Liberal Quakers (56%)
15.Hinduism (46%)
16.Unitarian Universalism (46%)
17.Mainline - Liberal Christian Protestants (44%)
18.Mahayana Buddhism (42%)
19.Scientology (35%)
20.Theravada Buddhism (34%)
21.Christian Science (Church of Christ, Scientist) (32%)
22.Neo-Pagan (32%)
23.New Thought (30%)
24.New Age (29%)
25.Secular Humanism (20%)
26.Non-theist (20%)
27.Taoism (16%)
Based on the results above, I have no complaint about the calculator. What about you? Try and find out the truth about you :)
Friday, July 29, 2005
God, please make 'em useful (sigh....)
Again and again, our House of Representatives members dissapoint people of Indonesia. They keep making the same mistake every year. Do you know what it is? I bet you already know what I'm talking about. Yes, it is the so-called comparative study a.k.a travelling abroad. This year they go to US, France, and Netherlands. FYI, if they go to Netherlands, they won't see any HoR members there coz they're on recess now. So what's the point of the comparative study? Does it benefit people of Indonesia? If so, why haven't we improved our country? What do they learn from the study actually? Big question mark.God, please knock at their hearts. I know they're not mean. It's their greed and selfishness which have driven them into ignorant people. Can't they see what's happening now in Indonesia, our beloved country? Fuel crisis, Energy crisis, Avian flu, Poverty, Famine, Low currency exchange rate, so on and so forth. How many problems are we gonna have just to make them realize that something has to be done? Does Indonesia have to be such a very miserable country so that they don't have any money to go abroad?
Please....please......please.....this is not a new story but why do they still do that? They are well-educated people. Make 'em useful, God. Stop them from being waste.
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Living in an apartment can be annoying sometimes
New neighbors just came in today. They live upstairs. Boy, there are so much noise they make. I know that moving stuffs isn't a simple thing to do. But please! They keep walking and the floor is squeaking all day long. I cannot take a nap peacefully. Even I don't think I will sleep tight tonight. Maybe you will say, "why don't you help them?" My answer to that will be "Na a. Not tonight :)"
By the way, I got not-too-good news tonight. It's personal problem. One thing that I hate is that I can't do nothing to help solving the problem. It's beyond my control. All I can do is sending my prayer. May it'll be over soon......
By the way, I got not-too-good news tonight. It's personal problem. One thing that I hate is that I can't do nothing to help solving the problem. It's beyond my control. All I can do is sending my prayer. May it'll be over soon......
Thursday, July 28, 2005
Final.....final.....final
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