God's Blessings

Having no jobs is difficult to most people, including me. Lately, I just whined over myself about how incompetent I am. Earning master's degree from the States and having lived in New York sounds very promising at least for some people. I have been attending job interviews at excellent multinational companies. I rejected an offer from a company and another company rejected me. Sometimes, I have doubt that I have made the right decision. Am I aiming way over the moon?
However, last night, there was a moment when I realized how lucky I am. Why lucky? I have wonderful parents and a sister who help me through this life providing a 'shelter' protecting me. Also, a person who always supports me and listens to my problem has been around. Geez, I always complain but actually God already bless me with all people I need.
So from now on, I will try my best always to thank God for what God has given to me...

Questionable

9 months ago was the last time I wrote on this blog. Consistency does not get along with my writing passion. That is why I do not have a fully-written diary. It is more like compilation of random notes.
Within the last two months, I have been through lots of questions in my life. Not all of them have not been answered. I sought the answers by myself mostly. What comes into my mind are these questions "Should I look for all the answers? Will I be happy if every question is answered? What will I do if have got all the answers?"
Recently, I have found out that the more I search the answers the more I create another question. It makes me wanting more and I end up unsatisfied. Maybe I start realizing that not everything in this life has to be crystal clear. Some of them are meant to be vague. Then, my life could be more exciting than before.

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